I Hate where i am in Life

Greetings, My name is Jude Muendo Ngei, i am a 25year old living with his parents and at the same time living with a motor skills condition. I live in Kenya, but none of this things i have mentioned matter, i am currently on a journey trying to find what i can do for a living. Believe it or not, i still do not what i want to do with myself(in terms of my career). The things that i enjoy doing is Gym but living with motor skills, i cannot be a trainer., by the way i train five times a week and i am in great shape. As i like to think This is what i tell myself as a way to cope with my situation financially, the truth is i don't know where to start but i once was told you will never know if you don't try, so this is me trying, i do not know what's next but a greater power knows what he has in store for me